Elul so far
There have been a few really big things that God showed me so clearly that don't belong in me - things I never even realised I was doing. He started the Elul process with me, as He does every year, at about Tu Bishvat , so I was up and running before Rosh Chodesh . Each point has an essay attached to it so I can remember what sparked it and exactly what aspect of myself has to change. But it was running into pages, so I sat down tonight to make a concise summary. Well, my summary started off well, but now looks like a spider spun a web all over it! As I write one thing, I'm reminded of another, then a separate aspect of the first, then an addition to the second and so on. My teshuva at the moment feels like a confused muddle. I will try again tomorrow to bring some order to my Elul Book . Over the last two days I have taught eight classes. For me that's a lot, since I have to create each lesson individually and I don't use AI. I am ...
